i miss being able to walk out my door and be able to get almost anywhere by bus or train in a short period of time. i miss being able to see all my friends and family at any given time. i miss all of my favorite restaurants, museums, and bars. i just wish that i could move back right now, find a solid job, make some art, and figure everything out.
i feel like moving back is going to take forever. i need to wait till after europe, work another summer here, make lots of loot, then be in a financially comfortable place to be able to get an apartment in the city and a real job.
it sucks. i’d love to be back in the city now instead of on an empty, lonely island surrounded by water. :(