Listen
The Scientist // Coldplay
You don’t know how lovely you are.
April 2011
Play
March 2011
weird, weirddd mood. don’t know why but there’s so much on my mind. i hate the way i think too much and over analyze every situation.
i feel the same exact way. i have this situation that is soooooo freaking simple, has the easiest solution ever. BUT ITS SO COMPLICATED. because i’m over thinking it. i can’t deal with it.
Skinny Love
Bon Iver
Skinny Love - Bon Iver - For Emma, Forever Ago
i wish i could make this as simple as it should be.
I'm sorry to hear about the panic attacks, love...
If you ever need anything, feel free to vent.
Sometimes, I know there is no real cause to panic attacks, but knowing someone is there to distracts sometimes helps. HUGS.
Awww thank you.
You’re too sweet.
Come to Boston and visit us, ASAP.
HUGS.
if anything could ever feel this real forever,
if anything could ever be this good again
one of the nicest things anyone has ever done for me.
Fall '11 Schedule
Experimental Illustration - (Monday 9:00am-1:00pm), B. Maloney
Advanced Drawing Proj. - (Tuesday 2:00pm-6:00pm), L. French
Black and White Ill. - (Wednesday 9:00pm-1:00pm), W. Wolynski
Illustration II - (Thursday (9:00am-1:00pm), R. Allendorf
* and one critical studies class…however I haven’t registered for that yet.
woke up at 7am, waited in line for registration, and managed to be the third person to register AND got all my top classes. AWESOME. DAY.
I've been having anxiety attacks all day.
Little mini ones…every 15 minutes or so. Sometimes farther apart, some of them closer together. It’s frustrating. I don’t know what’s setting them off. UGH.
Things to Do:
illustration one:- go to class, finish revised sketches/color study
- acquire new oil paints/canvas for final piece
- finish final painting
digital:
- finish reflective object piece
- finish observer digital painting
technical:
- finalize ideas for two point perspective piece
general:
- pick up change of major form (to drop art ed.)
- figure out schedule for next semester/year.
- write ASB, rent, and new apt. payment checks.
- buy shampoo/conditioner
- HOMEWORK FOREVERRRRRRRRRRRR.
I'm expected to be the strong one...but I don't think I'm going to be able to say no.
I don't have the energy for anything anymore. Ever.
I think it’s the lack of sunlight and all the stress, but mostly the lack of sunlight. When it’s warm outside, I feel like I don’t even need to sleep, regardless of what else is happening in my life. Cold weather is my kryptonite and I need to go to the beach soon or I’m going to spontaneously combust.
Transatlanticism
Death Cab For Cutie
Transatlanticism by Death Cab For Cutie
the distance is quite simply much too far for me to row
it seems farther than ever before
distance made me realize you weren’t worth it.
thank you. now i can find have found someone who is.
I want a relationship where we could laugh for hours together, talk on the phone till we fall asleep, get excited everytime we see a text from eachother, hold your hands an not let go, hug you so tight until you can't breathe, take naps together, stare at eachother for no reason, I just want to call you mine and mine only.
Play
That awkward moment when you find an awesome guy who really likes you...but neither of you are allowed to act on it.
MY LIFE.
tonight.
yes.
i fucking hate ms. hable. or whatever her ugly ass name is.
dumb.
Haha nooo. I've been drawing it on for years, though.
And actually gonna get in done in white ink eventually :)
ahhhh well, i love it!
http://jcki.tumblr.com/post/4101293430/reblog-this-shit-just-fucking-do-it-its-a
no.
Hiiii!
So tonight was my best friends sweet16 and it was amazing. I spent the whole night with a boy whom I realllly like:-) I’m so glad I’m finally happy again! I’ve realized how much better off I am without dickheads who being me down. Also I got asked to prommm tonight! Best night ever. YUP. Night tumblrrrr<3
Gooooood! You deserve it. <3
I just want something thats mine. That is just all mine. How is it so hard to have something or somebody that I can call sacred to me? Why can't I find one thing to keep to myself, to hold me up when I want to fall, something that is mine. Just ....mine.
